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From: Lacey Vassallo
From1: lacevas12222001@yahoo.com
Date: 11/17/2006
Time: 5:17:20 PM
Remote Name: 71.192.206.165
I am lonely. I'm 23 and don't have a boyfriend and never have. I'm shy so it's hard for me to go up to a guy and start talking to him. I work at a supermarket and before after I got to know a guy I used to talk to him all the time but he decided to go out with someone else. I never said to him that I liked him or asked him out because I was still to shy to do that. I guess I have the old fashioned way of thinking that a boy should ask you out. My brother got married in September and all his friends were there with their girlfriends/boyfriends. And I had to dance with my cousin and his girlfriend. I feel so depressed all the time when I think that I will never get married. I don't want that to happen. I want to have kids and a husband. Soon I think my sister-in-law is going to be pregnant and as much as I want that to happen so I can be an aunt that will make me feel worse because I'll be afraid that will never happen for me. I've talked to my mother about this and she says I need to get out there and start talking to guys and that's what my sister-in-law says but I don't know. I work and then come home and watch TV until it's time to go to bed and then wake up the next day and start all over again. I know it's not a good thing to do but I don't know what else to do. I have epilepsy so I can't drive right now which I hate because that takes away my independence. If I want to go out I have to ask for a ride which I really hate. But that's getting off subject. Please help me out and give me ideas about what I can do. Thank you.