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From: Me
From1:
Date: 3/28/2007
Time: 9:42:42 PM
Remote Name: 69.137.17.106
I have, as my friends put it 'issues.' ( gotta love them : ) ] I hurt myself whenever I feel fustrated or angry or when I have too much adrenelin in my system. Usually I cut myself, but I've found burning to be easier to excuse if anyone sees it. I sort of want to stop but it is such a good feeling. I feel (-so cliched for people who do this) in control. I can control how deep I cut and how much I bleed. Also, on the topic of bleeding, I like seeing he blood [it sounds grusome, I know, but I like seeing that I'm real (does that make any sence?) ] When things get otu of hand, I turn to doing this. I'm afraid to tell my paretns but I kind of want to stop. Can you give me advice? (I've tried talking to my freinds which is the only thing that helps me calm down for long enough not to do anything) Thanks