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Date: 9/1/2007
Time: 11:41:59 PM
Remote Name: 69.137.17.106
Recently my neighbor's daughter Sue commited suicide. They were like my second family and their younger daughter (who is 5 years older than I) was like my big sis. I feel bad for the family, but I can't seem to be sad or cry. I'm not used to crying or showing much emotion b/c of my dad, but that is a different story. He said I was heartless bitch b/c i wasn't being sad or anything. I used to self injure as well, am I'm kinda afraid that I migh start again if I ever do start feeling soemthing (I feel numb i na good way right now). I'm not in a state of shock, I've coped with the death. I feel bad and out of place b/c I'm not emotional. DO you know why this might happen, or a way to... fix me... JC